youre the only reason i smile

the first time when i saw your eyes you were sitting at that corner listening to music cause its you fav thing you were charming while i was looking for something cause i was incomplete i knew you were the only thing that could complete it but its hard to get you i dont earn you i just realize something tho eventho you rejected me,ignored me, and all those negatives thing i really would want to thank you for actually making me stronger then i was before, making me realize that life is not easy, we cant get things so easily,we need to earn them, sometimes money doesnt talk you cannot buy everything with money you might buy the moon and the sun with billions and gazillions of euros or souls or anything but one thing i learned from you what we couldnt by is our feeling deep feelings towards anything.. real feelings cant be bought fake feelings YES but real ones NO. so thanks luq for everything! knowing you for about 22 days i know youre the most kind hearted guy ever i miss you soo much! i hope we could be frnds again! not more wasnt hoping wasnt wanting wasnt even thinking about it :) forgive for i have done sins towards you :) soo yeah! take all the time you need when youre ready i hope we could talk! :0 thanks for teaching me one important thing in life that is COMPLETE THE INCOMPLETE NO MATTER HOW, WHEN, WHERE OR WHY.... YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE SOO MAKE THE FULLEST OF IT AND YEAH LAST BUT NOT LEASE YOU THOUGHT ME THAT. " MAYBE SOMETIMES IT LASTS IN LOVES FANTASIES DREAMS BUT SOMETIMES IT JUST HURTS INSTEAD IN REALITIES HUMAN WORLD AND ETC :) XOXO